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Uzun konuştuk bütün gece

Ama bak üstün açık uyumuşsun sen yine

Avuçlarımda taşıdım sonra seni ben yine

Rüyalarını havaya savurmuşsun

Ah çikolata yarama merhem olsana

Ah çikolata onu unuttursana

Ah çikolata beni benden alsana

Ah çikolata hadi sözünde dursana

Hüzün dolu yüzün ve sensizken uzun gece

Ama bak habersiz ve umarsızsın sen yine

Avuçlarımda aradım sonra seni ben yine

Rüyalarını havaya savurmuşsun

Ah çikolata yarama merhem olsana

Ah çikolata olanları unuttursana

Ah çikolata beni benden alsana

Ah çikolata hadi sözünde dursana

Biz guzel olamadik, sorular soramadik

Birbirimizden baska bir cevap bulamadik

Biz hic alisamadik, bir kaliba uyamadik

Birbirimizden baska bir dala konamadik

Son bir gece daha cirkin olalim

Aynalara degil, birbirimize bakalim

Bir hayatti tutunamadik

Gel ona bir son yazalim

Biz guzel olamadik, dikis tutturamadik

Birbirimizden baska bir siper bulamadik

Son bir gece daha cirkin olalim

Aynalara degil, birbirimize bakalim

Bir hayatti tutunamadik

Gel ona bir son yazalim

Gomlegim beyaz olsun, sen sec kiravatimi

Etegin kirmizi olsun, acik birak saclarini

Son kez giyin benim icin ve sen utule kravatimi

Bir kagit bir kalem bul, karala son satirlarini

Ahtapotlar gibi son defa dolanalim birbirimize

Ellerimde ellerin elele..

Son bir gece daha cirkin olalim

Aynalara degil birbirimize bakalim

Bir hayati tutunamadik

Gel ona noktayı koyalım

Hep birliktelik, kalbinin emzireceği bir yeni bebektir.

Önce emeklemeyi, sonra yürümeyi öğretmen gerekir..

Kalbindeki sütü tüketmediler mi?

Bezen hiç başlamaması, bir gün bitmesinden iyidir..

Çünkü beraberlik yaslanırken, bir terkedir gençleşir.

Seni hiç terk etmediler mi?

Aslında dostluklar da kardan adam gibidir..

Eriyecekleri bile bile inşa edilir..

Kapım neden hiç çalmıyor artik?

Fotoğraflardaki insanlar hatırlıyor mu beni? İsimleri neydi?

Yüzleri çok tanıdık.. Yalnız kalmak.. Bir ilaç mıdır?

Yoksa hastalığın ta kendisi mi?

Işığı görünce karanlığa kaçıyorum hemen, böcekler gibi..

Bir şeye çok uzun sure bakarsan, onu görmemeye başlıyorsun.

Hayat, keşke bu kadar etobur olmasaydı..

İşte sen.. Kurbanlarından korkan bir kanlı zalim bıçak..

İşte sen.. Kendi goldekinden bile korkan bir paranoyak..

İşte sen.. Kirik cam üstünde yalınayak.. Ve çırılçıplak..

İşte sen.. Kalbi çoktan iflas etmiş kimsesiz bir kardiyak..

İşte sen..

Bir hipokondriyak..

Bir hipokondriyak..

Hipokondriyak..

Falling apart

Im sickening

Im sickening

Losing my heart

Im sickening

Im sickening

Retract

Trying to forget

Trying to protect

5

Crawling this far

Im sickening

Im sickening

Soiled and scarred

Im sickening

Im sickening

Retract

Lying to subject

Dying to collect

5

Im coming apart

Finally

Maybe this time Ill forget about you

Ive tried

But you keep coming back

Retract

5

Im coming apart

Crawl from my hole
Covered in mud
Force my face up
Towards the sun
Burnt
This happened to me Once before
Now Ive let myself go back
Am I there?
Ignore me
Smother me
Forget I even exist
Am I really?
I dont need you
I dont need your help
Leave me down here
Faceless pounded pulp
I know I am
You I shouldnt be
Continue to exist
Under all of this
Rubbing me out
Pushing me down
Is picking me up
Is moving me on
Starving me
Depriving me
Starving me
Depriving me
Leaving me
Out
Stick your neck out
Ignore me
Smother me
Forget I even exist
I dont need you
I dont need your help
Leave me down here
Faceless pounded pulp
I know I am
You I shouldnt be
Continue to exist
Under all of this
Rubbing me out
Pushing me down
Is picking me up
Is moving me on

Pull me from the toaster
Straight into the roaster
Fill my head with the stuff
Brightest dreams are made of
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Duh
Promising the big guns
Reward when the light comes
Screaming from the damage done
Screaming from the damage done
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Duh
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up like I know you will
Cover it up like I know you will
Better yourself like I know you will
Breaking the trust like you always will
Be good for it, you never will
Be good for it, you never will
Be good for it, you never will
Be good for it, you never will
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Duh
So you think you got the best
Thought I was like all the rest
Reaping from the damage done
Reaping from the damage done
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Duh

It seems to be so obvious
That you know what I dont
Take me through this emptiness
Where you can build a home
Bleach the imperfections
Plating them in gold
Make that big connection
Filling in the mold
Where would we be without you
To show us what to see
Such a great example of
What it ought to be
Free indeed
We know you are
Free in deep
You cant hide the scar
So it has to be this way
Shows exactly who you are
Thought youd make it
Thought youd take it
On your way
Look around sometime
Suffer me
Suffer me
It has to be
What a waste of time
Sympathy
Is leaving me
So it has to be this way
Shows exactly who you are
Given away
Pushing the gray to start
Told it has to be this way
So it has to be this way
So what

I dont know whats growing on the inside
But I do know how it looks from the outside
Surprise…suffer
Never before…until you dropped
Arrogance has swept you off your feet
As you celebrate the many ends you meet
Surprise…suffer
Never before…until you dropped to the ground
In the mess you built for yourself
You bury your fingers
In the shards of what you once prided for
Carry your need to feed
Upon your shoulders
Crack
You cant support
The weight of your mistakes
Building walls in accolade of your wins
You missed the world that lives beneath
Your chin
Never before
Bury your fingers
In the shards of what you once prided for
Carry your need to feel
Upon your shoulders
Crack…you cant support
The weight of your own mistakes

Staring at the empty
I need to move along
Choose to see it your way
Leaves me all alone
I need to find a reason
I need to find the answer
I need to pick it apart
I need to make sense to restore confidence
So what so what youre too good
For what for what you once stood
So what so what you had it all
So why so why the big fall
Leave you all behind me
Leave you all alone
With all there is before me
Where do I belong
I need to rise above this
I need to pull the rug out
I need to rip it apart
I need to make sense to restore confidence
So what so what youre too good
For what for what you once stood
So what so what you had it all
So why so why the big fall
Look at you now
Wouldnt you know
Try to save a face
Time wont erase
Permanent
Evidence
Now
Crumble

Feel the waking up
Feel the breaking loose
Start the engine turning
Feel the inside burning
Fired
Push it to the red line
Push it to the edge and it starts to unwind
Latched on sucker
Holds you steady as it starts to shudder
Tell me when it fucking hurts
Crash it through the base line
Leave it in the dust as you begin the climb
All out crusher
Shedding the skin as it fuels the within
Tell me when it fucking hurts
Hurts
It fucking hurts
Half feeling alive
Half feeling alone
Half feeling the pressure
Half feeling the anger
Fired
Pushed it to the red line
Pushed it to the edge to begin the unwind
Saw toothed sucker
Ripped the within so the out could begin
Told you it would fucking hurt
Reach back